to hell with people who cant be reson with..

im a very sensitive guy who can be easily offended by facial expression...
im a guy who expects good manners when i approach u in a respected way..
im a guy who can be reason with but not to be deny and throw words upon...

basically i hate people who are rude and thinks too highly of themselves...
to me...everyone in this world is equal..
nobody is said to be too high or too famous upon..
i would prefer the word humble..
i hate and detest and most of all am disgust by stuck up facial expressions..

i mean..who in hell are u??..
who are u to think tht u are better thn anyone??..
firstly think of who u are??
what makes u special tht u seem to be different or more highly placed among everyone..
to me..its bullshit..
dont give reasons like beauty or being rich...
without it u still have to go on with life...

just so u know..ive just quarrel with my family members just 10 minutes ago..
wanna know why??..
im am absolutely gonna describe in full details what happened..
see...after the computer was left empty i went to MY room to turn it on..
ok..after tht i log into my msn account and went to surf friendster...
after finish surfing..i turn on some music..
im bored...whole day the comp was used by my dad..like morning till 9 at night..
ok...thn i went down to do my daily routine....
my exercise..today's exercise was the abs..
while doing it,i knew tht my sister went to my room and used the computer..
i know...
thn after finishing it..i had to take my bath..
as i was walking my up the stairs to grab my clothes..
i saw my sis turn off MY MSN AND SWITCH ON HERS..
at the very moment i was angry..
i kept quiet and i presume she knew tht i was unhappy tht she did so..
so i went to take my bath hoping she would leave the comp alone after im done..
she didnt..
so i still held my anger to myself..
and went to wipe the dinner table which i havent wipe it yet..
i was still hoping tht she would leave it alone..
SHE DIDNT..
u ask any other people to withstand this..
i believe tht what ive done is consider at my maximum ability..
even so..after cleaning the table i went to tell her to get out of my room...
its normal right?!!..
what else do u think was coming out of my mouth?..
get out of my room,PLEASE??
UNLESS I DONT HAVE MY PENIS OR MY TESTICLE ATTACH TO MY BODY THN ONLY WOULD I SAY THT..
I AINT SUCH A SISSY ASS AND A SOFT PERSON..
so i wouldnt consider it very rude of me to tell so..
she kept quite..
again i presume she caught the message..
but noooo!!!!..
she always has her damn reason..
and everytime she says her reason its like god's words..
well to hell or to god i DONT GIVE A DAMN..
the truth is tht she was being rude at the 1st place..
like iit or not ur wrong..
am i not wrong??..
thn she went calling my mum..
ahh..and then came big boosy mum..
she came into my room and without asking why she assume and made a decision tht i was wrong..
she ask me to leave her alone..
why MUST I??..
WHY IN GODDAMN HELL SHOULD I??..
ITS MY ROOM AND IVE GOT THE RIGHTS TO CALL HER TO GET LOST OUT OF MY ROOM..
AND HER SIMPLE REASON THT SHE WANTS TO DO HER PROJECT..
WHAT IN HELL DOES SWITCHING ON HER MSN HAVE TO DO WITH HER PROJECTS??..
DONT TELL ME SHE HAS TO CHAT WITH HER FRIENDS TO GET INFORMATION..
AND THT WOULD BE CALLED COPYING A PROJECT NOT DOING A PROJECT..

and u know what..after a few words my mum called my dad who was sleeping..
oh and dad came in with tht same old boring shit headed speech..
u got no manners..
get it right..who in hell dont have manners here??..
me or her??..
can u see why im so pissed??..
why am i so desperate to throw my fist at my family??...
if she wants to do her project she could have asked!!!..
although we aint talking to each other which bascially i dont give a damn bout her anymore..
she could have ask and not sit her ass down do whatever she likes.

mum could only say tht im being hard headed and im always like tht,..
and when i explain she could only say ur sis is correct!!..leave her alone..
and to hell do i care..
u know what..i really dont give a damn whether she is my mum or not..
i slam 'shut up' to her face..
even a judge wont discriminate a beggar and wouldnt say tht he is wrong..
can u feel the injustice here??..
all i wanted was her to ask me and i did not ask her to slice herself..
she still insist tht im being rude..
go to hell!!..
do u know how bored i am??.
being pinalise tht im wrong even without asking what happen??..
not able to explain what had happen..
its just a simple damn question..
i quit being a nice guy..
i give up being sweet and all..
i rather be rude and nasty thn to explain anything at all..
its shit...practically its all bullshit whatever my mum says bout me and my sis's reason are.