daddy lil's boy..

wow wow..ppl..how the heck are u are doing??
today is a wow day with dad..
there is happiness,shocked,disgust,jealous,sleepy,daring(its not in order) moments..
lets start of with sleepy..
ok..see when i woke up i turn on the comp..
i had a few rounds of offline dota..
ermm..basically it was boring cause i lose..
thn thn after tht dad came in to use the comp and kicked me to the main hall..
so,thn i watch CSI miami..
it was as usual HORATIO's cocky attitude..
thn came the part of sleepy...
dad wanted to continue his show so i went up to sleep again..
i was so tired and fatigue due to yesterday's long run day..
so i slept for like an hour thn dad woke me up and told me whether if i wan to go to sg wang..
so bla keep it short i wan to sg wang..
we went there to disc..
we went there and we saw lots of ppl but the shocking part is after we receive tht there were police forces nearby,in a blink of an eye,everybody was gone..
wow...now thts eye fascinatiing..
so nxt we headed to low yat plaza to buy speakers!!..
comp speakers actually..
the 1st shop we're in,almost 4 to 5 speakers were on..
so we asked if we could listen to one..
but the promoter say tht we were being nuts..
how in effiecient he was..
so we didnt like the man and we poof to another shop...
on the second shop..a malay guy introduce us to some speakers..
one of them we're awesome but it cost rm 400..
so we hestitated and did not buy..
so later came another promoter..
this time he was a chinese..
he was a smart guy..
he just introduced one speaker and $$$..














boy boy..i love this speaker!!..
bam bam!!~~
















aha..rear speakers..nice..

so i love it so much cause its placed in my room..
im so glad dad bought this speaker..
im can so chill out with it..
i love it..
this was the part of the happiness today..
thn later we went to ts and later to pavilion's harvey norman..
u can really see the difference in standard of wearing among thse few places..
some dress up like wow and some will be like eww and even those tht make man 'omfg' its a slip...
so basically the best was of course pavilion..there was u know some standard..
coming down was ts,nth extraordinary but those normal 'lala girls'...
the next and the bottom will be sg wang..
the way the dress is officially superb..
i will comment on ugly due to my taste for fashion isnt so good..
but im positive to know whats eye-sore
and what makes me jealous??..
couples..
u can really beauty and the beast!!..
what a waste..
so back to pavilion..
we search for a sony shop..
guess what did dad bought??















muahahahahahahaha!!!...
joy!!
hahahahaha...

dad!!!!...hahah..
nola...i dont love him for the gifts he bought he us but this is one of the the 1million reason i do love him sometimes..
haha....
sooooo...ppl..i gotta go,,its time for me to keep enjoying...hehe..
tata for now...

not such a good day..saturday-25/10

well,ermm..okay..lets start with its not such a good day..
today really really sucked..
i felt tht i wasnt appreciated by my frens today..
as much as this kinda ruin the mood but i wish to express it here..
because u know,thts what a blog is for..
i really wanna know..
feeling left out is something so usual but why do we tend to think so much bout it..
who are ur true frens??.
i know i study in my school but i mix with another school..
my frens are all in the other school..
at 1st,i really really thought i was found..
found by some good frens tht would lead me to joy..
however today prove tht my thoughts were wrong..
i know im not the kinda of mature person or yet the person tht hits with every joke...
but being ignored and being so left out...
whats the point of being frens if so??..
i dont hope to desert myself from them but it seem meaningless..
they ask me to help them and i think i nvr held back with everything i could in my power..
in a u-turn,i felt tht the way i help is a mandatory..
i kept silent and kept thinking..
im a human..
i am not mend to help anyone but only my own desires..
if i were to help u,u are consider lucky because i didnt hope for anything back..
but nvr shall one is born to help anyone..
make this clear tht i have anger and my pride is something u dont wanna challenge..
i not clarifying tht thy are not worthy to be my frens but all i wan is a understanding fren tht nvr makes me felt left out and not only finds me when they need my help..
oh well..i guess tht sucks..
as to move to lead on to my unhappiness..
is tht im single and i like someone whom i know i nvr can get back,keeping silently without a sound..
it gives me the frustration..
i know i not such a good guy but why ppl can turn against their feelings..
dont tht really makes u unhappy..
to know tht doing this will u make u happy but because of one mistake,u rather turn down all chances and chose the path tht u are certain tht ur unhappy..
wow..life is like strangling at the neck with every decision u make..
the consequences are u to suffer..
said who does life is made easy??..
i really wish to find someone tht loves me as much as i love her..
mayb ppl look at me as im very random loving someone..
but feel me whn all i ever love was ppl who kept on hurting me..
i know it sucks but i learn to move on from one to another..
though it mayb quick but this shows how undying my spirit is..
once i fall i stand again..
is tht something someone should take notice and claiming tht i change too fast??..
nvr make urself unhappy but to take notice of good things tht will make urself happy..
this advice was given from one of my frens..
i can give everything for one girl but can she??.
who is tht very person im looking for??..
why is it such a long path finding one??..
im so eager,thrist and sometimes desperate for the answer..
mayb thts why im such a rush in to find tht person..
but blame me for making the wrong decision..
however dont blame me for making the decision as i only wanted someone who loves me...
oh well...guess life goes on..
my moto for now..
see ya and god bless..

why are teenagers so desperate??..

There is always something bout teenagers..
something to make such a commotion about..
but how do we even know we are classified as teenagers??
we often see people put -im depressed-i love pain-its the end of the world-i wanna kill myself-there is no meaning of life-i rather stab myself-nobody loves me-parents misunderstands me-damn our lives- etc etc...
i mean come on lah as if we have even learn anything bout life yet...
even for adults who work and are under the stress dont surrender to the decision of commiting suicides..
hurting urself because u think ure facing the whole world by urself is such a fool's talk..
we arent even learning how to earn money yet..
its such a nuisance to kill urself..
its very dramatic for the first time u hear..
but its getting lamer and lamer by everytime someone says it..
i do admit myself of having the thought of killing myself sometimes but i dont expect ppl to sympathize me bcoze its a lame and freaking dumb decision..
it gives me a feeling tht u need the attention and ur putting on a show so tht every dumbass tht is hypnotize by ur monkey show will give u the satisfaction of comforting u..
is tht such a necessary??...
do we need to tell the world tht we are incompetence of living a happy life and we are bout to commit suicide??..
i dunno for u guys but this is how i feel..
i really hope i do get some ppl to understand my point here..
we are born with choices..
u choose to be happy or sad..
its not bout how people affects u but its the matter of how u wanna judge and make a decision..
no one is suffering from too much pain or stress tht is unbearable..
so why do all these -imma gonna die soon due to he/she hurting me-
its painful to have someone u love to leave u..
but its not the end of the world..
so much more there is thn love..
i feel tht we are born for greater meaning thn love itself..
what bout accomplishing big deals and being a great contributter to the human society??..
what bout tht??
u spend ur time on helping others and not wasting ur time blaming urself and being depress over such small matters...
wow..i think im going to crap a lot..
haha..well..im out of words..
so peace out people..god bless and live happily..

lame lame lame day day day

so how's life today with u guys??.
today again i went to balakong to play with my schoolmates and another one of my fren..
it was boring but we did had some laughter anyways..
what made this day boring??.
studies!!..
for the very 1st time tht im ever gonna say tht studies influence me..
i sooooooooo wanted to study but i sooooooo dowan to study meanwhile..
i can open the thick history book and just stare..
i can open my biology notes and glance..
i can open my chemistry exercise book and shout..
i just wanna sleep..
i mean spm aint far and its just down the road..
crap shit if i dont study now..
i feel like im useless and an ignorant fool..
but i need some pressure..
some competition..
ive always fight in my life no matter through whatever shit crap ive face..
but ive had no challenge this time..
will i suffocate and drown to this mere examination of my life or find source of oxygen just laying there for me gasp for it??..
will i succeed like i always do or fail to pick up even a fight??..
well..tht makes this day lame plus bored..
i can sit all day to think but not sit all day to study!!..
ignorant is truely a bliss!!!...

lame lame lame day day day

whats life without joy and cheerness??..

hey hey..guys and gals..long time tht i did went blogging..
i kinda miss it and i hope u guys and gals do miss it too..
bless all tht is viewing my blog..
so lets start by talking back where i last stop..
hmm..i guess she did make herself felt happy anyway..
i ask her some questions which she frankly answered me.
duhh..dont have to think twice cause it does sucks..
the way someone rejected u,imagine the pain??..
haha..but i guess i took it damn cool..
i told her tht i was smiling..
but i wonder,does she knows why i smile??..
i should speak it out before putting it back into my past..
the reason??..simple..
smiling at myself for being a fool to not choose her then but to regret now..
awww..guess tht sucks..
she left me like a half man half lost soul..
gee...guess tht really does suck..
ok..over bout girls..talk bout today..
see..today me and brothers(gang of very close and good friends) went to balakong to play basketball..
i was so tired the night before but i couldnt sleep..
wasnt worried bout waking up but the matter was tht i receive a call from my master(taekwondo) telling me tht he is gonna bring me for audition for a comercial..
wow..imagine me on tv,damn how to sleep after receiving such news??..
however,i was awaken by dad at 6 in the morning..
he said time to go school already..and i roll around before telling tht i self declare holiday..
hahaha..
f.y.i school sucks...
thn we breached the court at 8 and settle to get a game started..
it was fun i guess..
opponents didnt came too strong and bascially we ruled..
there was nice teamworks and passing..thx brothers..i enjoyed myself..
soooo...thn when we were about to leave,came this bloody midget who thinks tht he was too good for us,entered the game we were playing in..
he gave us tht frustrating look trying to tell us tht if u come at me im gonna spank u..
guess what happen next??..
he was defeated without entering any balls AT ALL..
loser!!...haha
even after the games we werent very heart satisfying as because he was too darn cocky and whats with the attitude??..
come on,its just a game..
so thn,i rushed home because i thought i was late for the audition..
bloody mother god,was i in a rush hour..i was running,taking the express bath..eating without chewing(a bit of chewing lah)..
AND JUST TO FIND OUT THT THE AUDITION IS TOMORROW!!..
DAMN DAMN DAMN!!!!!!!...
huhhhh...damn tired..what a day..
ahaha..well okay..its here for now..
chat with all u rockers of life nxt time..