Frustration is something i cant always control

PISSED...
today's word of my day is PISSED...
just to know i seldom let my temper control me...
the last time i ever let it control me,got me ended up in a police station..
but truely this time ive let it control me again..
however i do not feel tht im in a wrong position..
i have asked myself what had i done wrong for so many times and yet i do not seem to find any mistakes in my doing today..

WHAT HAPPEN THT MADE ME PISSED??...
today,me and my frens were playing bball as usual..
there was a selected country player who joined us today..
now,let's list why he is called a 'SELECTED COUNTRY PLAYER'..
thy are ppl who trained their ass out to achieve certain limit..
thy are better and brighter at stamina,skills,shooting,lay ups even at jumping heights..

HIM
my team were the one's facing the country player..
i know it's hard for my teammate to try to mark him down..
i understand..
but DO notice tht ive injured my back and i cant play like i usually do..
there's this teammate who likes to enter ball..
he is the fella marking the s.c.p(selected country player)..
he is crazy demanding balls..
he is fast and he is a quite a outstanding shooter..

REASONS TO WHY I'M PISSED
i play the same position as he does..
i DO NOT THINK THT IM WEAKER THN HIM IN ANY ASPECTS..
yet he looks down on me..
basically he looks down on most ppl..
he demands the ball from all three of us..
he wants to play a fast game..
is he crazy or is he dumb??..
we are just average players..
we are fighting against a s.c.p..
he is a trained to perform without getting tired but we aint..
playing a fast ball had caused us our stamina..
we are not stable and we couldnt breathe...
we are puking blood but the s.c.p is just smiling..
cant he read the signs??..
ok...next thing is tht he gets block just because he wans to be fast..
HELLO??..
being fast also means u have to stable..
being blocked means there is something wrong with ur tactics..
AGAIN...IS HE BLIND??..
following up...i know and i understand everybody is tired due to the 'FAST GAME'..
he wants the ball,i understand..but HELL YEAH U SHOULD TRY ASKING IT BY WALKING TO A DISTANCE WHERE I CAN PASS...NOT BEING BLOCKED BY SOMEONE AND STILL STOOD THERE LIKE FREAKING A DONKEY...
and he still claims tht im being slow and i like doing tricks..
elo..im not allen iverson or jason williams or whatever NBA stars u wanna think i am..
im just an average player..
if i can see u thn i will pass to u..
if i can shoot why dont i??...
if i can cut why dont i??..
but all in his mind is 'I NEED THE BALL AND I SHOOT..IF I DONT ENTER MY TEAMMATES MUST REBOUND AND GIVE ME BACK THE BALL TO SHOOT!!"..
this is tottally ridicolous..
even kobe bryant learns how to assist..
even the great kobe bryant the fella who scored 81pts,2nd highest point scoring in nba all time,learns the meaning of teamwork..

THTS WHY I SAY UNEDUCATED PPL ARE UNEDUCATED PPL...
after ive quarrel a bit with him which i simply just complain tht i cant pass to him..
he WALKS OUT OF THE COURT...where in hell is his SPORTSMANSHIP..
WHO DOES HE THINKS HE IS??..WALKING OUT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE GAME??..
IF I WERE ANY FUTHER MAD I WOULD KNOCK THE LIGHTS OUT OF HIM...
ok...get done with tht which i manage to suppress my temper..
he has to make the final blow to leak my anger out..
after the game..i said sry to him..ME SAYING SRY TO HIM EVENTHOUGH I KNOW THT I AINT WRONG..
he tells me..DONT TALK TO ME RIGHT NOW..
EVEN A FREAKING BLIND AND HANDICAPPED PERSON KNOWS THT IVE PUT ASIDE MY PRIDE TO TELL U SRY..
U TELL ME THT U CANT SAY SOMETHING OTHER THAN 'dont talk to me right now!'..
my god..who does he really think he is..
what a pain in the ass tht son of bitch is..
either he is stupid blind and dumb or he looks too high upon himself..
in what ways always i cant stand the way he poke his fingers and steps onto my pride...
IN ANOTHER WAY...HE LOOKS DOWN ON ME...
what an uneducated son of bitch..
wasted his stupid time in school....
learned nth...
tell and advice me HOW TO SUPPRESS THIS HUMILIATION..
dont tell me to let it be cause i dont know how..
if worst come to worst i will and SURE DAMN HELL I WILL get into a fight with him..
ask him to messed with a 2nd DAN black belt holder in taekwondo and see lah what can happen to him....
AND NO...I DO NOT REGRET ANYTHING IVE SAID HERE...