life is always upon lies therefore stay put and listen to ur heart

close ur eyes in ur own room alone..
listen to ur own heartbeat...
ever listen to words from ur heart??..
u make the best decision while ur calm and ready..
its because u dont haste to make a decision..agree??..
so words from another person's mouth are just basically temptation which u nvr know whether is it just mere lies or a misunderstanding or it's the truth..
so ive answered myself with this verse tht is 'trust ur own heart'..
neither wrong or right the choice was made by ur own..
no one to blame other thn urself..
agree??..
so time proven one thing to me..
even the greater and the mightier falls upon their own words..
what do i mean?..
it means tht no one is far too good to fall..
no one is as good as nearly to pure..
so i realise this tht even the greater men and women falls to hold strong to their own words..
this is one thing i thought only im the fool to do this mistake again and again..
no..im not saying tht im mightier or greater..
im saying tht im a person who always tried to work hard for the things i said..
sometimes i dissappoint them..
i really hate the looks of dissappointment..

wei i do have some picture i really wan to post it here..

















cant stand her,princess fiona..
















still cant stand u princess fiona..

















this picture rocks ok??..although we are posing but its nice..

















1,2,3 and i felt asleep...





















big head god..please let my head grow bigger...

geez..i hope my love fortune just come back..
its like im serious for this girl but i dont dare to..
ive got no confident..
and ive been finding her a lot recently although she was in camp..

and if she knew,i really would tell her..
id rather spend bad times with u thn spend good times with other people..
i couldnt bare to live seeing u not being with me..
id regret if i dont tell u now..
i really do love u..

but..i dont think i would find the guts to tell her this..
im leaving for hong kong for a week..
i dont know how to tell her and how to communicate with her there..
and plus after christmas is over she would be starting school and ive gotta work..
im planning and planning just to see how i can see her more other thn at tkd lessons..
so the chances are fading and im losing my confidence..
in addition,after the previous relationship..
i wouldnt dare too..
i know its not fair to bring whats previous upon to the present.
but it haunts me to be felt being left alone once again..
i dont know much bout what she went through but pretty much as im afraid i dunno what will be on the coming days..
haihz..i wish to talk to her now but i dont know if she is resting or she just dont wan to talk to me..
im a pretty selfish person..
i know tht..
i don give much cause im afraid of losing..
so im listening to my heart...