benefit kills the morals of anyone..

well ermm..recently was in pangkor with my buddies..
sure there is a lot of pictures..
there was tons of fun..
and ermm..a lot of happy moments..
u know this is the real 1st time i head out on my own with my fren to someplace where technology isnt at its cutting edge and computers werent famous yet..
i think i kinda manage to keep myself and uphold my manners while i was in some other people's place..
we went cycling to having time in the sea and beach..
although thy werent any pretty girls to gaze at but the view itself took away the breathe of mine..
gorgeous...
its was peaceful there..
we could gamble and sit on motorcycle's without the police interfering..
we set off as a gang to eat with reasonable prices tht u couldnt have found it in kl..
things were so much different from the city..
u could just sit back relax and have a laugh with ur frens...
life like this just make things so quite..
but truely money was really a factor to enjoyment..
every part of the world was about the green notes..
anyways..im gonna updated the picture in my next blog..
the ermm..pictures arent in my hands yet..

so back to my topic..
ive always told myself tht frens cannot be fully depend on..
well,it has proven itself once again..
nobody can survive with keep losing..
nobody dislike benefits..
even from one fren to another fren.
its the benefits tht count..
disagree??..
let me list..
if ure fren is ugly and lame..
if a person is handicap
if a person is just disturbing
if ure fren is rather retard..

do u think tht u dont mind??..
or would rather choose those of

popular rich handsome pretty tall muscular the wise..
people lose their moral to achieve these stuff..
but i sincerely feel tht its not worth it..
in fact if anyone were to tell this to my face..
i feel tht im a disgrace to the human being..
we arent any different from the looks to the inner organ..
u think tht brad pitt or britney has beautiful organ or blue bloods..
no..we are all red..
so why lose our morals to these shit stuff??..
it aint important..
what is important is the heart..
i dont know and i rather be fooled with treating a person with a sincere heart rather thn a faking heart..
u know tht it hurts to be holding a double edged sword with a fren,nvr knowing whn it will stab u back..