what must i do nxt??..more bout me..

ngah..she ran out of credit..
not chatting with her is like suffocating for air..
no air and no energy to keep the pursue...
oh well..guess ill have to wait..
what ill wait?..
of course a miracle to happen between us..
kinda foolish though,don't u agree??..
waiting for something but i dare not take any action..
yeap..i'm afraid...
still how i still hope she is different..

i never could get it when people say i flirt..
could anyone possibly explain whats flirt??..
if ur saying that i know too many girls,thts false..
yes i do know girls but what's it gotta do with flirt??..
other than tht,if ur claiming im being too close with girls instead of guys..
my answer,what's wrong having a best friend from the opposite sex??..
and if ur saying tht i spend my cash on girls and sweet talk to girls..
my answer,its my cash,i spend on who and what,does it bother u??.
sweet talk?..hey,mayb its just my style..
oh come on..name a possible living human guy tht doesnt wanna know any girls??..
a guy doesnt chat with the opposite sex??..
a guy who dont spend their cash on girls??..
i used be quickly angry if i was thrown on words to my face like 'ur flirting,stop flirting,are u trying to flirt with me??'
now i ermm..wouldnt be angry coze i rather tell myself tht mayb u dont understand me well or u just couldnt accept my way..
ok..a few things i do admit..
1)true ive fallen for a lot of girls but tht doesnt make me a guy who is flirting,this is lame..
2)yeah..i tried liking two girls at once..nth to explain here,my bad..
3)no deny tht i do get pretty close with girls eventhough ive just known them..im more open-minded??..
4)NO,i dont flirt to get myself satisfy,only to the one's i love..
5)NO ,ive nvr tried having two girlfriends at once,i see myself as being more loyal...
6)yeah..i do treat girls better thn guys..dont every guy do??..
7)no..ive nvr tried courting a girl with a bf..i stay away from these stuff,they get complicated..
8)NO..ive nvr use songs to make girls happy..

im not the most modest guy or held the highest pride guy but i do know where i stand and i know when i have crossed the line...
so quit it..i dont always flirt..replace the word with socialise..
it seems to be more appropriate..
and yeah,ive change to be more shy because of this issue..

so u see,i do not hope tht the person i like felt tht i love to flirt...
it hurts...
ngah...i hope she isnt..
u know..every 5minutes i think of her once..
i dunno what to think but just her..
its like she's stuck in my mind..appearing over and over again..
lol..
i dunno..
she's adorable and fierce..
she makes me happy eventhough she keeps up her attitude..
she's kinda the person tht keeps up her smile eventhough she has her troubles..
she's tough..
i dunno..it kinda gives me the feel tht she is hot and sexy...
yeah..i admit she is pretty..
but to me..whats most important,i felt tht she is nice to talk with..
ok..i think thts enough of her..wouldnt wan her to be shock if she read's my blog.
and yeah..i do wan her to view my blog to know..