college life starts now..

well..orientation just came and pass..
it wasnt that fun because i pretty much didnt socialize which i pretty much regret it alot..
actually this orientation made me realise something that im just soooo alike the ordinary expectation of people..
mum always said that malaysian's student are most not outspoken..
apparently that is true..
i mean to be able to speak in front of a crowd to make urself clear and to make a good first impression and to not make a fool of urself isnt really something easy..
though some seniors did make a very good example..
in fact a few were quite remarkable the way they handle the situation...

the crowd was very down and gloomy that it makes me wanna stand up and shout 'fuck,this shit is boring'...
well,couldnt find the balls to do so..
well college had many pretty girls and some hot guys even the hibrids were there too..
so many things and so many stuff which i havent explore bout college..
guess i shall have fun there...

oh yeah...just so some people know..
i really dont care bout ur opinion towards me anymore..
u can call me immature or talkative or whatever it is..
the fact is that i wanna have fun..
if being naive i could have fun learning..
i would!!..
if being talkative i can get more friends...
i would!!..
if shouting enables me to express my feelings..
i would!!..
if my immature thoughts can make me a friendly person or someone easy to bullied and mix around..
i would!!...

i hate and sick of this boredom concept call being mature..
im 18...
the freaking big round dunno how many kilometres round shape star we lived is such a big place to be but how many times can we be immature and have fun..

some people think i smile because im lost in my own world..
but nope..i smile because its just the way i am..
if frowning is better than a smile thn sry lah..not my punya style...
punani of some people thinks that they are sooooo mature...
well..go gather ur hormone and fur and that mature thinking of urs and keep aside..
LG=life's good...