i feel guilty

today was the day 1 and the last day of my first job..
this morning at 7.00 i woke up to get ready for my job..
iron my clothes ,took a bath,wax my hair tidily..
headed off to kl to had breakfast with my parents..
this tht thn tht this..
thn reach MEGAN AVENUE.
went up to the office with my dad..
talk to the in-charge person there...
and there i met christina..

at 1st i thought she was a rather quite person..
nth much to talk about and rather the cool type person..

later she prepared some notes for me..
taught a lot of stuff bout retail sales..
she wasnt really someone who could crack a joke out suddenly..
she was rather trying to maintain cool..

so after she brief me on the retail sales thingy,she asked me to go for my lunch and bloody,my lunch itself cost me rm12..
sheesh..city life..
thn after lunch i went back up to the office to wait for her to bring me to sg wang,my work place..
and then,........while waiting for her,i was reading my notes and not long after tht i went twinkle twinkle little star..
i slept for like half an hour and god knows who heard my snoring..
i was tired!!..
damn it..

so after tht she drove me off to pavilion,the 2nd branch shop..
not bad u know for a small shop in pavilion but such an outstanding decoration..
i went there like twice and i still felt like 'hey,this is comfortable..'
so she introduce to my sheila a staff there..
thn she ask a bit bla and bla thn she drove me to sg wang..

now,one thing bout her is tht her driving skills are excellent..
she did turnings my mum nvr can attempt..
though i nearly pee in my pants but somehow it makes her look cool..
right..

thn at sg wang she brought to the work place..
i quickly adapt myself to the enviroment as the staff there were very friendly..
i felt close there..
i learn to memorize the items there..
i learn to key in the money..
how to do this and tht..
so basically i learn a lot during the 1st day..

thn...i went to take a monorail to my mum's office..
on my way home thn i decided to refuse to work due to personal reasons..
so,i really owe a big thanks to christina...
i really appreaciate what she's done for me..
and a big sry for dissapointing u...
but i hope someday i will get to used what u had taught me..