woot...half a year since my last post...

wow...so long since my last post...can actually say that ive forgot my password and i didnt bother bout my blog for almost a year..
so wassup people??..how's everything??.
i kinda miss chatting with someone..
as of now, i dont think i can find anyone to chat with any worries..
i dont know if it's me or is it just i dont find it simple to trust anyone anymore..

mayb its the reason why i dont have anyone to talk to right now..
i understand that im a big jerk or something like that but who wans to be so right?..
i choose to be so i will bear the responsibilities..

life just seem so meaningless nowadays..
i still cant open my heart to let go of her...
im still learning how to get back on the right track..
i still need so much guidance from someone but i cant find anyone..

college life isnt as happy as i thought it would be..
friends just aint that much of a friend..
they are so fake when it comes to their smiles.
we all know how it looks like right??.
i mean why is it so hard to just be a good friend and not a bad friend?..
i understand girls have pms and guys have tempers..
but this is not what kills a friendship right??.
and this is why the say choose wisely..
sigh...so much for a life without worries..what am i gonna be??